Friday, July 27, 2007

There is something about those eyes that touched me deeply. It has been said that the eyes are the windows to the soul, and I wonder if dogs have souls too, like us. Because when I look deep into their eyes, I see love emanating from them, in its purest form.

A furry face stretched into a doggy smile greeted me when I opened my eyes this morning. Miko placed both her paws on the side of my bed and licked my hand, before bounding out of the room. It was a simple gesture of love, but yet it was the simplicity that struck me most.

I have been spending time playing the piano when I can, it is like rediscovering my second love all over again. The sheer joy of indulging your time in doing something that you love gives meaning to my leave. Which is the reason why my first love will define my life in the next part of the journey that is to come.

It is a path that I choose because it is the only one that brings meaning and drive into my life. Come what may, the outcome remains to be seen. No one knows what will happen in the future because everything changes, so the only thing we can hold on to, is faith. I will leave it in the Lord's hands and give it my best effort, and everything else will fall into place, in His time.

It is really, the simplest of things that bring a glow of happiness to my face. Fleeting moments of joy and the dearest of memories that I hold on tightly to. Because in the deepest of disappointments and hurt that I have experienced, they warm the heart that has already begun to turn cold...

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Perhaps, I should close this door too.

I thought I'd just wait and see what happens... But it was no different from the last, so I will have to leave it as it is. The lingering emotions fade into oblivion and then it is gone.

Maybe forever.

Monday, July 16, 2007

There is just so much that I want to express but I just cannot seem to find the time to sit down and write a decent entry. Tonight would actually be a good time, but after spending the last 3 hours furiously replying e-mails and messages, I change my mind. Heh.

I have been doing a fair bit of soul searching of the emotional and mental kind, and trying to put a lot of events that has happened, into perspective. Strangely enough, despite all the drama that has been going on in my life, I am able to find some semblance of peace and focus within myself.

Have I become too used to it already? I might have the answer, but I will leave it for some other time. Gotta hit the sack.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

We all live for the rare moments that take our breath away and each encounter serves to remind us that life can be fulfilling and beautiful. Today, I experienced that special moment.

This is the highlight of whatever I have been working towards and it will be etched into my memory for as long as I live. I do not think I have ever felt a stronger sense of achievement than this. There is absolutely no comparison.

There is still a long road ahead of me but it is a journey I am certain I will enjoy.