My mental muscle is being worked to its limits and I feel like I am drowning in a sea of work. At times I feel like tearing my hair out and bursting into tears in frustration, but I am not going to give up on myself. No matter how much I have to struggle to keep up, it is a promise to myself not to let the fighting spirit be snuffed out in defeat.

I spent Valentine's Day doing work til the wee hours of the morning. But I could not stop smiling inside because of the lovely surprise that I got in the evening.=) The way things click into place are just perfect at the moment and I am so grateful to the Lord for this blessing,

With that much being said, I can only hang on by my teeth for the ride and put in double the effort and hours. Every struggle is a growth process and in the midst of it, the understanding becomes clearer by the day. Help myself and the Lord will take care of the rest.

When the little girl in me surfaces, my heart and everything else, is for the taking. The same little girl who seeks comfort but often goes into hiding, has been lured out of her sanctury...

=)