I have just completed the last day of my ground school, having survived 2 progress tests in the space of 2 weeks. Then, it is another round of slogging for the technical type and performance exams next week, and a final exam with the aviation authority mid August.

Training-wise, it is all good so far and I have already started on the simulator sessions. I cannot wait to get the exams out of the way as the studying is interfering with my preparations for the sims. I barely have the time and the mental capacity to consolidate whatever I have learnt since it is quite full on. I am knackered after every session as there is just so much information to process and the mind is constantly working on overdrive to keep ahead of the aircraft.

My first paycheck from the company came in last week and it made me smile for it signals a big change in my life. For once in a very long time, I am finally experiencing financial freedom and it feels good. Despite my recent pain and all the struggles I have gone through to get here, I know God has blessed me in many ways and I am extremely grateful. In the end, it will all be ok, if it is not ok, it is not the end.

I welcome the short break, even if it is only for 2 days. The days off afford me the time I need to catch up with reading the FCOMs (which I am a little behind), and to study for the progress test tomorrow.

My brain is saturated and I am not sure just how much I have managed to retain. I do have a pretty good understanding of the systems in general, but not enough for me to be comfortable. The test is no walk in the park.

Still, I am not as bewildered as I have imagined I would be. I have managed to keep pace and hold my own so far, only because I am working as hard as anyone else and that I actually love what I am doing now. That makes the difference.

It is back to the books now. Another intense week ahead.

Tomorrow marks the start of a gruelling 6 weeks of training. Though I have been counting down to this day, I am filled with a certain sense of apprehension as I know that I will now be contending with a new set of challenges. My life will change but I will do my best to make sure all my priorities still remain the same. Though I will be working hard at all the odd hours, I know that this is a job I will be happy doing for the rest of my working life.

I am extremely thankful for this opportunity and I am glad to be able to share it with my family, the love of my life and all the people who matter. From hereon, all my efforts will be focused on being good at what I do and channeling this renewed sense of purpose to work towards a better future.