Am I the only one who is making an effort to control my temper? It is certainly no easy feat when the people around me are not doing the same because it is stifling to hold my tongue and put up with it.

I am starting to detach myself from situations which make me unhappy until I decide on the best way to approach them. These are the times where I just want to be alone and it is becoming more frequent. I really do think that I need to sort myself out internally before I can tackle the issues which are starting to bother me.

The real villian here is the symptoms which afflict a woman monthly, but perhaps it runs deeper than that. I am starting to feel restless and I need the serenity and the wisdom to know what to do.