At times, I feel I can see the life I want laid out in front of me, yet when I look again, it is fraught with uncertainty. The only thing constant is change and if that is the case, I can only hope the change will free me of the limbo that has kept me prisoner. It has been too long.

Though it ain't a bed of roses right now, I have been blessed in many other ways, blessings which I am thankful for. It is only a matter of time before I take another important step in my life, in that aspect, it has been a pleasant surprise and I really cannot ask for more.

I really hope there is more to life, I have too many questions... I want to see, I want to understand. Above all, I want to find that deeper purpose of my existence. Can I make sense of it all?