Have not found the time to blog lately... training has been rather intense and there is still lots to read up on. The internet connection is another factor as I am unable to connect to the network most of the time. I suppose that is a good thing though, one less distraction out of the way.

Today is one of the rare days that I have time to mull over my thoughts, something I have not done lately. I had a lot of things on my mind over the past few days but they were fleeting and I did not get a chance to reflect on them. I have lost them now, but I am sure that they will come back to me if it requires my attention. Sometimes, it is better not to think too much.

The situation has changed now that I am in the nav phase for the Baron. It is harder to get my sorties done as there is just not enough slots for everyone. I have already been bumped off a couple of times, something which I am obviously not too happy about. It is not necessarily fair but I accept it because I understand the situation. Besides, my progress has been decent up til now and I am lucky to have a very dedicated instructor. I have to count my blessings, if not I will just be one unhappy soul. Oh well.

I have been in a rather bitchy mood lately, something which I am not proud of and I blame it on PMS heh. I usually keep it in, so what I feel inside is not reflected outside. However, I find that I am much less tolerant when it comes to certain characters. I just don't feel the love and have basically signed them off. Not that I am nasty or anything, I just don't give a shit, that's all. Perhaps, it is a poor mentality to have but hey, I never said I was an angel. Besides if I get annoyed one time too many, the mean edge in me surfaces.

Having said that, no matter how mean and intolerant I may sound sometimes, my comments are just as far as it gets. Simply put, I am civil and I will still be fair, I will just not go out of my way to be nice.

Moving on, my lifestyle is catching up with me. It sounds strange, considering I am in Perth, but I have to slow down and spend more time with myself. While I really enjoy the company of others, I miss my 'me-alone' time. I think I should get the balance back, it will do me a lot of good.

It is a lovely Sunday and I am off to enjoy the rest of the day!