In need of time alone, in a sanctuary that is all my own. It is suffocating when the walls feel like they are closing in on you. My tummy feels super bloated and I swear my head is about to explode. Totally not cool.

Sometimes I entertain thoughts of disappearing for awhile and search for the harmony that has eluded me momentarily. I feel an exhaustion that I cannot seem to explain and I need a hiatus from it all.

When I look back, the feeling of being alive is now just a distant memory. I need to find the inspiration to help me rekindle the joy in my heart. Sigh.