Two words, freaky coicidence. The way I find out about things these days is almost uncanny. And the weirdest part? Someone tells me about something and I listen. Since, I don't think it is any of my business to find out more than what that person is willing to reveal, I leave it at that. Yet, the information literally comes to me from various sources and when you put two and two together, you have the whole big fucking picture.

That god damn picture makes up a piece of an even bigger, more important picture. In retrospect, it is not a bad thing, at least you know what to expect out of the present situation and react with just the right dose of caution. But knowing too much can be more of a bane, than a blessing... Especially if you do not like knowing what you know.

Knowledge is a double-edged sword, it can be a revelation or a curse...

For the past few days, I have had to battle the ever persistent emotional struggle within me. I never knew pain existed in so many forms. Patience has never been one of my strengths but now, I am forced to wait for something that still remains elusive at the moment. The only thing I have now is hope.

I can only hope, but it is good enough for now...