Momentum, once lost, is extremely difficult to get back. I finally understand the full force of its impact now and it does not bode well for me. I go crazy when people start nagging but this is one of those times I actually miss having Viv nag at me. I have got to do this on my own now and I need to snap out of this rut right this instant.

Looking back, I cannot imagine how much I studied for ATPLs just weeks ago. It now seems like a bad dream which I have shoved away in some distant memory. I must harness my last-minute, uber-absorbing capabilities to see myself through this.