Even though I know better, I am still pissed, especially when there is no 'closure' to speak of. There is nothing I hate more than to drop the matter without settling it properly and because things are left hanging tonight, I would probably go to bed angry.

It is tiring to consider others when it is not quite appreciated. I know I should be more understanding, but that kind of reaction to a simple question, was unwarranted. It is still something I find very difficult to swallow and let go.

An occasional struggle it has become, whether or not to be completely honest about what I am feeling, or to keep it in.

I hate the way unresolved matters make me feel, I fucking hate it.