Just back from church and feeling a lot less mean. I am not a perfect Christian and I have faltered quite a few times. For one, I don't make it a point to go to church every week, even when I can. Also, I do allow certain negative feelings and thoughts to take root once in awhile.

Lately, I have been feeling very harsh and judgemental, and instead of being more tolerant and forgiving, I simply don't give a damn. I have allowed my anger and resentment to brew and then conveniently blame it on PMS. Though I can conceal these undesirable feelings and thoughts very well, it is there and it bothers me as a splinter embedded in the flesh would.

I pray that I am to be delivered from the negativity. The heart must be changed before anything else.