Managed to put myself in the spotlight again for the wrong reasons and now, yet another thing that keeps me sane, is taken away from me. It now becomes near impossible for me to spend personal time with Viv alone, not unless we get out of this place.

Someone has taken a personal interest in my affairs and has infringed on my privacy. I am numb to all the shit that has been happening as being emotional at this point of time will do me no good at all. There is no use getting angry and fighting for my so-called rights, because that would just jeopardize my position.

Still, despite all the recent events, I can still count my blessings. God must have his reasons for putting me through all these now, I can only pray and keep the faith.