I'm in a state of confusion. So many plans for myself, so many things I wanna do and accomplish. It's all not taking shape yet as I don't know where to start. I am exploring a few avenues, but I won't venture into it unless I know I can make it. I need to find that special meaning in life. Something to live for and something to look forward to. I don't want to go through the motions of 'just doing my job'. Everyone needs a drive and passion for something in order to excel. I just want to find that motivation so I can be the best at what i love to do... I really look up to those people who overcame the greatest odds and have acheived do much for themselves. I hope I can be like that one day:)